St Gregory the Great
Readings:
1 Corinthians 3:18-23
Luke. 5:1-11
Reflection
St Peter’s words and actions in our Gospel today offer us important insights into both human frailty and God’s infinite wisdom and love.
Peter, after some initial resistance, has followed Jesus’ guidance and advice. He sets out into the deep. Yet the process of coming to this response to the Word of God offers us a valuable insight. Responding to the call of Jesus in life is not necessarily something that arises instantly or even instinctively. We often hesitate, even resist, before surrendering our minds, hearts and wills to the call of Jesus. That is, hesitancy or even inner resistance is not necessarily disobedience; it is more a revelation that we respond in very human ways.
The important reality is that Peter answers the call and follows Jesus’ instructions. The results are simply astonishing. When we follow the divine plan, we will be part of the building up of the Reign of God in our world. God’s plan, or more succinctly, a deep and eternal desire to see us in communion, working together and discovering our holiness and wholeness.
Yet here Peter reveals another deeper and more dangerous tendency. Confronted by, or perhaps embarrassed by, his own capacity to build the Kingdom, he gravitates not towards this inner capacity and inherent goodness, but chooses rather to see only his limits, failures and perhaps the hidden flaws within. He sees himself as a sinner, unworthy of the company and trust of Jesus. ‘Leave me, Lord, I am a sinful man.’
We all know our faults only too well, and at times fear of the discovery of the hidden frailty we carry can impede us throughout life
Nevertheless, where Peter sees limitations, Jesus sees only his potential and capacity.  We, too, long for such kindness, enduring love and affirmation. Yet, it awaits us at every turn as we follow the ‘way’ of Jesus.
Jesus does not see Peter as he tends to see himself. Rather, Peter is recommissioned and given his mission — to gather people into the Kingdom of God. He responds and becomes a disciple – leaving everything and following.
 Let us live in this same light.
Fr. Denis Travers C.P. is the provincial of the Passionists of Holy Spirit Province.
